Friday, August 21, 2009

failure...

haiz...
week 12 ald...
2 more weeks to go...

did quite bad in my prob & stat test...
& also my BA....
haiz...

just duno wat to do...
feels so useless...
feels such a failure...
feels....haiz...

haiz...now my mind is blank...
afraid??? ya...
mr. chua...
i reli gt study my prob & stat...
but haiz....
duno m i worth to b in tis course...?
i just duno...
felt like crying but...wats the use...totally useless...

abit cant face my parents...
my teachers....
my frenz...
haiz...

such a....failure....
haiz....

shud i continue???
m i able to continue???
god knows...

but...deep down...i reli dun wan it to end like tis...
haiz...

useless failure...
jin