haiz...
week 12 ald...
2 more weeks to go...
did quite bad in my prob & stat test...
& also my BA....
haiz...
just duno wat to do...
feels so useless...
feels such a failure...
feels....haiz...
haiz...now my mind is blank...
afraid??? ya...
mr. chua...
i reli gt study my prob & stat...
but haiz....
duno m i worth to b in tis course...?
i just duno...
felt like crying but...wats the use...totally useless...
abit cant face my parents...
my teachers....
my frenz...
haiz...
such a....failure....
haiz....
shud i continue???
m i able to continue???
god knows...
but...deep down...i reli dun wan it to end like tis...
haiz...
useless failure...
jin